Today I had a really wonderful breakfast with some of my MOPS friends at the Avocado House. It really heals the heart to be amongst people who love you. Aside from the fact that breakfast was amazing... I had the Garden Omelet without bell peppers.. The conversation was just what I needed. This whole mourning business is really hard on me. I knew I'd miss Granpa but I didn't realize it would sneak up on me in the quiet moments as often as it does.
This morning was all but quiet though! There was lots of talking and laughter. To make a good morning even better; two of my worlds collided. My MOPS world and my OC world. That Avocado House really does bring in the ladies! It was a last minute decision to go and I am so glad I went. I forgot for just a moment my sorrow. I know Granpa wants me to live my life and not stop because he is gone so I don't have any guilt there. It's just the pain and sadness that makes the tears quicken.
I left this morning a little nervous, I really don't know why either. I returned a little more my usual self and almost ready (I mean who really is) to take on the laundry waiting for me. Today was just what I needed in regards to social therapy. Thank you girls, I love you!
Until Next Time, SoCal Marisa
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